I have an apology to make

To those of you on my friends list.

I have spent the last hour and a half or so reviewing the last few years of LJ entries.

I am not what I used to be.

My replies used to be more fun.

My posts were occassionally interesting.

The updates of my life did generally not concern my back.

I used paragraphs on occassion.

I ranted about religion, sports and work.

I used to love.

I found a thing I wrote in 2001 about the love of my life and how losing it affected me and changed my life. I cried. I can't believe I was once able to write that well. Where did that go?

I hope to make it up to you in the future. But I may not. Don't hold your breath.